The Last 'Hump' Before Vacation

This is my last Hump Day before vacation!  I'm not even doing anything for the first 1/2 of the week, but I don't care.  It's the fact that I can shut off my phone and ignore work for 9 whole days! (Who am I kidding, my phone won't be off and I'll still get emails from my helpless boss, but my out of office assistant will apply).   After my glorious 3 days of hanging out on the beach (that's my current plan) I'll be heading to VA to hang out with good old G'ma and G'pa, which I'm actually really excited about.  First of all, neither of them have seen my weight loss (which is almost up to 41lbs) and second of all, I haven't seen them since Christmas, which was entirely too long ago.  Madre and I have the shopping, winery and spa route all mapped out! It should be a good time.

In other news, everything is still going well with golfer.  I recently admitted to my cousin that I was kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop.  As much as I wrote about, hoped about, prayed about finding someone that I was compatible with, could completely be myself around and could make me laugh 24/7...I never thought I would actually 'get' him and now I'm kind of at a stand still because I don't want to 'ruin' it.  I think part of it is based on past relationships (being cheated on, finding out about a baby and baby mama, being chased with a bottle by an ex, etc).  I'm not used to 'normal', I'm not used to 'healthy' so this is an entirely different ball game for me and I'm trying my best to play my way through with as few errors as possible. I've even said things in passing to golfer that would scare anyone in their right mind (ie 'the psychic said our first born is a girl and the rest of the kids - up to 5 - will all be boys' or even better 'my wedding has basically been planned since I was 10, but recently I decided I want a NYE wedding with lots of glitz and glamour) and he doesn't even flinch.  I'm taking this to mean that he's either fully accepted my 'crazy' or when he says he loves me, he actually means it.

Whatever the reason, my goal for the rest of the month is to think happy/positive thoughts and enjoy the moment, because it's not often I get exactly what I want (Mom, if you want to change that, the Burberry coat is on sale at Nordstrom until Friday :-) )