I Need a Vacation

Okay, so I took on the task of converting one of our small conference rooms in our office into a comfy 'reading room' for two of our directors. Sounds simple enough, right? WRONG. Today I had to put together 2 leather recliners and a table...There are two other tables still in a box. I hate the table...absolutely hate it. If it was my house, it would've be taken apart and put back in the box and shipped back...but it's not and my office pals are convincing me it's 'not that bad' so I think it's actually staying. I'm so 'blah' about this whole thing....Decorating on someone else's buck would be so fun if it was my own apartment, not a boring space for people that aren't me!!

There are two of these chairs: And this is the only assembled table:

I'm hoping to get this lamp to pull this shiznit together:

I've also been looking for a desk, which is enough to make me want to grab the gun...Especially there isn't a desk to match that ridiculous table. UGH.

I think I'm just having a pretty bad day all around...I thought I was being funny last night and sent a text I probably shouldn't have sent...especially because the response was NOT what I expected. It's been followed by ZERO communication and I'm pretty sure there won't be a follow up conversation. I'm not happy about this at all...in fact I almost want to cry, but hey, this is what I do...I push people away...I'm actually really good at it...Note to self, next therapy topic should be 'letting people in'...

I think that's the most depressing blog post I've ever written...Sorry about that...On the bright side, tomorrow is Friday...Thank the good Lord!!